schrodingerscatbox

I'm a 39 year old psychotherapist in Portland, OR. My husband and I tried to conceive for five years during which time I had four chemicals, three missed miscarriage and a termination due to genetic issues. I am understandably pissed off and a little unstable about this, although lately more stable than I was. I'm writing to make it all make sense in my head, hopefully with more laughing than crying.